Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 7, 2006 22:30:55 GMT -5
Seeing him cry Kana wanted to comfort him. Toh hold him in her arms and tell hin it was all right. Something though was stopping her. Something pretty powerful inthe vbery back of her mind as keeping her from hugging Hatori. And, she decided to heed what must have been her instinct.
So instead she reached up on her tiptoes and gently wiped his face frowning. However she idn't say anything. She just let Hatori cry knowing it was best sometimes to just let all of one's feelings go in the form of tears. One might have thought it was selfish but she thought it was the best thing one could do sometimes.
So she didn't say 'stop crying.' or 'your being silly.' Instead she just stood in her position one hand gently resting on Hatori's arm the other on his face near his left eye but really closer to that cheek.
"Sometimes." she said quietly. "It's best to let your emotions out when they hurt so much. And, when you can cry in front of people it shows that your a strong person. So, you can keep on crying Sohma-san, and it might just bring you one step closer to your spring. And I won't go. Not if youdon't want me to."
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Post by Hatori on Feb 7, 2006 22:49:05 GMT -5
Hatori looked at her, her gentle touch made him feel slightly better. He reached up and put his own hand on her. He let a soft smile creep upon his face. He had never cried before anyone since that day, so it felt strange to be crying before someone now.
He listened to her speak and felt a lot better, it was amazing how easily she could ease his mind. He finally managed to say, "You help me so much, Kana-san."
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 7, 2006 22:58:01 GMT -5
Kana smiled and though her position was gtting a bit uncomfortable she stayed in it wanting to stay close to Hatori so that he could keep on smiling.
"I just want you to be happy." she said softly as she carefully turned her hand so that she could grasp his gently. "And if my help can do that then I'm more the willing to give it Sohma-san."
Smiling at this now Kana was sure she was probably stepping over a line. But her heart was telling her to keep pushing and she couldn't ignore this urge to be close to Hatori. Perhaps it was partly because of her still somewhat surpressed memories but she couldn't say so for sure. All she really knew for sure was that she hadn't been so happy with someone except her husband. Perhaps this could only be expected but for Kana it was surprising since it still almosy felt lik Hatori was a stranger to her.
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Post by Hatori on Feb 7, 2006 23:04:46 GMT -5
Hatori stared at her and felt her hand in his, he smiled even still but part of him knew that what he was doing was wrong. How could something so wrong feel so right? He looked into her eyes and continued to smile.
He did not want this moment to end. not now, not ever. He felt so happy around her, but, he knew this happiness could not last forever. Half of him regretted ever letting her go and the rest of him was glad to have her back... In the sense that she was still around.
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 7, 2006 23:21:28 GMT -5
Despite knowing this was wrong Kana was comfortable. It was crazy to think she coudl be so happy with one person, even knowing what she had been told it was still crazy. But Kana couldn't help her feelings. They were too strong though not yet strong enough to overwhelm her.
And though she too never wanted this somehow bitter sweet moment to end she slowly got off her tiptoes and removed the hand that she had used for balance. However she didn't take away the hand that was still gripping Hatori's gently. Somehow she just didn't dare do this. Not until she absolutely had to.
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Post by Hatori on Feb 8, 2006 22:02:51 GMT -5
Hatori looked at her, left eye still covered by thick black hair. He didn't want to bring back the horrid memories he'd desperately tried to surpress and was hoping that they did not fully return to her. Tragic, too tragic, and they were not suppoed to come back. Did this mean that something terrible was happening within the Sohma family? At the time, the thought of it didn't alarm Hatori, but, he would certainly look into it later.
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 8, 2006 22:19:20 GMT -5
Seeing something like fear or worry enter Hatori's eye and face Kana frowned. "Is...is something wrong Sohma-san?" she asked carefully hoping that she wasn't stepping on his toes, so to speak. "If there's something wrong, and if it's something you can at least tell me a little about please do so. I want to help you."
Kana had no idea of what could happen to her if her full memories returned to her. Even now just the thought of them and the darkness that came with it were painful. And though she tried not to think about it sometimes it was hard because it was those half remembered memory that had gotten her in this position inthe first place. Still, her full memories weren't supposed to come back and so them coming back probaly would hold terrible consequences. And not just for Kana.
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Post by Hatori on Feb 8, 2006 22:27:56 GMT -5
"I was wondering why you've been having slight rememberances of the past, before it was explained to a certain degree... It strikes me as a little dangerous and I don't know if I should worry or be befuddled." He told her simply, "As for now, I don't think it is something to drive ourselves insane over and if they do happen to get worse, would you mind informing me?"
Oh great, here goes doctor Sohma-kun to the rescue. Though not nearly as bad as some of the others, some disaster was bound to spark up. Trouble had it's way of sticking to the Jyuunishi. Whether it be him, or Ayame, or Yuki, or Kyo, or whoever.
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 8, 2006 22:49:37 GMT -5
Kana couldn't help but smile and laugh a little at how professional Hatori was acting. It was comforting though because it showed that he cared for her and her well being. "All right I won't worry about it. But, truthfully I don't know why I would remember. Maybe just spending too much time around here." Kana shrugged hoping that the answer was as simple as that. Chances were though there was more to it since life was never simple.
"And, I promise I'll tell you if the memories get worse." Frowning slightly now Kana thought to herself. 'I hope they don't get worse because the ones I saw are rather scary. And besides since what Sohma-san said is true there's no way me remembering would help him or make him feel better.'
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Post by Hatori on Feb 8, 2006 23:06:15 GMT -5
Hatori smiled at her and said, "Thank you." He looked around and then shivered slightly. he had just remebered how cold he was and the wind was slowly beginning to pick up. He looked at her, "Its getting cold..."
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 8, 2006 23:31:11 GMT -5
Blinking Kana realized that Hatori was right. "Then, let's head inside." she said with a smile as she started to turn around. She too now could feel the cold since she was paying attention to it.
However she wasn't too sure if she;d be welcome to stay here any longer. After all she wasn't supposed to be here in the first place. However she just felt so attached to this place that she barely thought of leaving unless Hatori or someone else said that she had to.
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Post by Hatori on Feb 9, 2006 17:40:12 GMT -5
Hatori fell into pace beside Kana and thought for a moment, "Won't someone be looking for you?" He asked trying to sound as polite as he possibly could.
It could create servere difficulties if Akito stumbled across them. He feared more for Kana's safety than his own. That was how all the Jyuunishi were though, weren't they? very protective over the ones they cared about. Maybe with the exception of a few... Then again, they all had maybe one or more people they cared for and problems were something they all were accustomed to.
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 9, 2006 18:26:26 GMT -5
Kana shook her head. "No, everyone expects me to be out all day because I sometimesjust take personal days and wander around. I suppose I might have to call someone soon but for now things should be all right."
Smiling with this Kana looked to Hatori too see that worry was still apparent in his face. However she didn't say anything as she was trying to figure out what could cause this look of worry. Perhaps it was worry forthe fact someone might come looking for her but somehow the problem seemed to be moe then that. There seemed to be something that went deeper then she could understand right now.
Still, she did try to think and it was because of that, that she tripped over a small pothole in the soggy ground. Stumbling she started falling over looking like she wouldn't be able to catch her balance.
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Post by Hatori on Feb 9, 2006 18:35:51 GMT -5
Ooc:// Ebil. Very. Ebil. XD
Bic:// The choice of whether to let her fall or not was not really a choice at all, for the answer was known. He reached out and caught her, but, he was careful not to bring her too close. If he transoformed, well- there would be a servere case of deja vu that would probably create more confusion and he'd have to go through a whole explaination of things.
Then again, he could keep a low profile on it and say it's a secret, but, that would have made Hatori rude and he was not rude at all.
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Kana
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Post by Kana on Feb 9, 2006 18:58:39 GMT -5
((*Laughs ebilly.* I know. XD.))
Kana had closed her eyes as she thought she was going to fall. But when she never felt herself hit the ground she found that Hatori had caughten her. Blushing both out of embaressment and the fact that they were so close together again Kana shifted her position so that she was standing up right her balance completely intact. "Thanks Sohma-san." she said with a sheepish smile. "I thought for sure I was going to fa-"
Kana stopped there as another memory invaded her head. This one though was not nearly as scarty as he others. It was just the sound of what seemed like a 'pop' and moments later water running.
Shaking this off she stepped back from Hatori. "Sohma-san." she said quietly. "I heard something. Like my visions but this time I didn't see anything."
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