Post by Haru on Jan 9, 2006 18:40:08 GMT -5
Haru: I'm selfish and stupid. That's all, nothing more, nothing less. I'm selfish because I still love Rin, but, I didn't think about how hurt she was when started to date her. I didn't think of how Akito would react to me being with her. I didn't think of anyone but myself, and yet, I still love her. I have to stay away, I have to pull those memories to the back of my mind.... Forever.
Stupid. I'm so stupid because I'm always getting lost and I can't ever find my way. I'm always saying the wrong things and causing people problems. I shouldn't be causing people problems, I should be helping them solve them.
I sometimes make assumtions about those around me, I get irrational and turn into an arrogant snob, I have to learn to fight that. I have to because it's making me more vulnerable than ever and someone's using it to their advantage (we all know who that is *ahem*). If i can control my feelings better, maybe I can help out myself when those troubling situation come along.
To Akito: You knock people down whenever you feel they aren't obeying you and you find vunerablity in almost all of us. You use that to your advantage and though it's sometimes not right, sometimes it is needed. You have a way of spinning things around people and taking all the fear from them and doubling it. You have moments where people see the human in you and moments when you seem-... I don't know... Possessed, maybe.
To Yuki: You're fragile, weak. You break without a fight (unless it involes Kyo). However strong you are physically, it doesn't matter in all cases. Sometimes you can read people like a book, but, other times your oblivious to things. Sometimes you need mental strength and it's hard to have it, but, not impossible.
To Tohru: You're kind, caring, and a bit oblivious like Yuki. You act nice to everyone and you care a lot about others. Sometimes people use that against you, and you become frail under those events. You sometimes don't catch onto what's going on during sometimes, but, it's a habit uneasily broken.
Rin: I don't know exactly what to say. I still love you, whether Akito likes it or not, but, I don't know how you feel and it confuses me. You came to my aid when I needed help, but, you left just as quickly. Maybe the fear of Akito has been forever instilled within you. I'm sorry I was not able to save you.
(Unfortuneately Kyo-kun, I haven't interacted with you yet. Promise to make a spot for you here soon. ^_^)
Stupid. I'm so stupid because I'm always getting lost and I can't ever find my way. I'm always saying the wrong things and causing people problems. I shouldn't be causing people problems, I should be helping them solve them.
I sometimes make assumtions about those around me, I get irrational and turn into an arrogant snob, I have to learn to fight that. I have to because it's making me more vulnerable than ever and someone's using it to their advantage (we all know who that is *ahem*). If i can control my feelings better, maybe I can help out myself when those troubling situation come along.
To Akito: You knock people down whenever you feel they aren't obeying you and you find vunerablity in almost all of us. You use that to your advantage and though it's sometimes not right, sometimes it is needed. You have a way of spinning things around people and taking all the fear from them and doubling it. You have moments where people see the human in you and moments when you seem-... I don't know... Possessed, maybe.
To Yuki: You're fragile, weak. You break without a fight (unless it involes Kyo). However strong you are physically, it doesn't matter in all cases. Sometimes you can read people like a book, but, other times your oblivious to things. Sometimes you need mental strength and it's hard to have it, but, not impossible.
To Tohru: You're kind, caring, and a bit oblivious like Yuki. You act nice to everyone and you care a lot about others. Sometimes people use that against you, and you become frail under those events. You sometimes don't catch onto what's going on during sometimes, but, it's a habit uneasily broken.
Rin: I don't know exactly what to say. I still love you, whether Akito likes it or not, but, I don't know how you feel and it confuses me. You came to my aid when I needed help, but, you left just as quickly. Maybe the fear of Akito has been forever instilled within you. I'm sorry I was not able to save you.
(Unfortuneately Kyo-kun, I haven't interacted with you yet. Promise to make a spot for you here soon. ^_^)
